What now?

During the time I did this, there was a huge amount of uncertainty in my life so, I spent a lot of time questioning, with no answers available. There was very much a waiting game which I found extremely difficult and expressed repeatedly. This was a collage, gel pens for written words, cuttings from magazines etc. It shows that I really didn't know what to do, where to go, what to do. It's OK to be unsure - but, for me, it was so unfamiliar, usually being someone who insists on being in control for the majority of the time.